“TAKING A STAND?” a poem 14 Oct 2019 [Monday]

“TAKING A STAND?” a poem 14 Oct 2019 [Monday]

Freud,* he called it EGO; it’s ALWAYS waving its hand,

Saying: “I don’t wanna be a mess any more; help me take a stand,

On my OWN TWO LEGS,

I WANT TO KNOW IT ALL;

I wanna HAVE IT ALL too; please, don’t let me fall,

For, I’m teetering on a precipice ; I have no faith to live;

I simply wanna UNDER STAND why I can not give,

Why I can not know WHAT LIES BENEATH MY VISION,

And what towers above me. I’M FILLED WITH SUCH DIVISION.

I wanna be COMPLETED, together and balanced fine;

I want MYPLACEMYPLACEMYPLACE with The Great Divine.

I wanna be AWARE; I want to be SELF assured;

I DO NOT WANT MY VISION EVER “badly blurred;”

I want YOUR recognition. I want, I want, I want,

I WANT TO LIE INSIDE YOUR ARMS; I want to smell your

Garden’s Roses.

fin ♥

BUT ALSO, please note: I wanna talk & talk & talk & talk & THINK &

Be SO WISE;

DON’T and DO NOT stop me; I wantTHE ULTIMATE PRIZE.

I want to DO THIS ALL and NOT be considered a pervert,

Or a sexual maladjust; I SHALL ELEVATE FROM “THE DIRT,”

From the Ground of This Existence and SOAR INTO THE SKY;

I AM: “SatanaEternal;” (1) I never want to cry; or (2) I always want to fly.

• – an infamous Austrian neurologist, who liked talking a lot, was Carl Jung’s mentor and thought cocaine was JUST WONDERFUL. Does it sound like anyone you know?