When l Was A Child @storyville

Oh yes that was and seems so long ago but being a child in that then world made me not understand that when you are born to a person or family you do not know then all you should feel is love

Well l did not feel ‘ Loved ‘ l felt cold and alone like l had been born into a ‘ Fridge of Living ‘ but ‘ Loved Was For Other People ‘ l was to become over a very few short years a ‘ Broken Soul ‘ – Now l say this before it began that God had a plan or l would not be writing this today – So all that l suffered would teach me to have Kindness & Love XX in My Heart everyday but at the time it seemed like ‘ Hell on Earth ‘ as my learning began

From ' Pillar to Post ' is how it began when l was just 6yrs old - you see l had at the time a ' Brother Who Some Would Call Cane ' as he was not able to learn like me so it was my job you see to look after him and protect him from the storm of anger that would eventually end up in Me 

So that when anything my ” Younger Brother ‘ did wrong the blame was placed on Me and l got used of taking the blame as l got older you see that anger remained in Me and when l could not get rid of it as l got older and met people who l ‘ Believed Cared Just Like Me ‘ of course l was wrong and they robbed me of all that l had and left Me for dead you see with a ‘ Broken Soul & Broken Heart ‘ – God came and picked up Me

No longer a ‘ Child on Earth ‘ you see but now a ‘ Child of God ‘ that ‘ Plan of God ‘ was beginning to work through Me as l grew still a ‘ Child of God ‘ l would begin to learn and be taught about the ‘ Love of God ‘ that had left this Earth on that fateful day so long ago and took it away – Oh no not God but Son you see that would one day be ‘ Made of Love Like Me ‘ learning and teaching everyday sometimes very painful so that one day l would become as ‘ Sweet as Honey ‘ you see but this was put in Me by God to Protect Me and that was ‘ God of Love ‘ that would protect my Heart in me and never would l suffer pain of any ‘ Broken Heart ‘ and that ‘ Broken Soul ‘ would be mended thus and allow Me to write and say its ‘ God And That Plan ‘ you see and that is in Me

AMEN