We weren’t supposed to end up this way…

For six months all I did was pray.

I prayed you’d keep looking at me with that wonder in your eyes and it would never fade I’d pray to hear that calm voice of yours one more time, telling me everything’s going to be okay I’d pray you’d remember my favourite things like I remembered yours and you’d ask me about my day I’d pray you’d hold me in your arms once again I’d pray we’d go back to those days where I felt special, I felt wanted… I felt loved I’d pray that I still mattered to you, that you’d bother to remember my name I’d pray to feel the warmth of your palm against mine and the comfort of your presence beside me again I’d pray for those butterflies in my stomach and giddy little laughs with my friends just one more time But none of my wishes came true Except for one: I had prayed that after you left I’d get another chance to see you To change our fate, to change your mind And after all that praying, this one out of a thousand wishes came true But this isn’t what I want anymore Because now I’m praying NOT to see you

We weren’t supposed to end up this way…