American Gun Lobbyists ~

Periodically, if we are lucky, we get what we ask for.

Not always.

We can’t count on it happening every time, but if we are persistent, it just might happen.

Today it happened to me.

There is a place I often go so that I might walk and sit in quiet peace.

It lies next to a river that is perpetually dry.

On rare occasions, one might see a coyote walking the dry riverbed in search of a mouse or rabbit to feed upon, or the glorious visual feast of sacred datura in full bloom. 

I saw the white blossoms of the datura, the flash of the coyote avoided me this day.

The park is a monument to a child who was killed in a mass shooting here in Tucson on January 8, 2011.

Christina-Taylor Green was nine years old on that day.

She, along with five others were killed and twelve others were wounded.

The park is a beautiful tribute to this brown-eyed child.

It is said she brought sunshine with her wherever she went, and Christina loved butterflies.

I took my cup of tea, and my notebook and I walked along the edge of the riverbed.

As I strolled, I kept thinking I wanted to write something about the amazing child that was and that is Christina.

I turned over ideas, but nothing seemed to work.

After I completed my walk, I sat on a bench in the park and tried to decide on what to write.

It was early, maybe six a.m., unusually cool with the western sky slightly dimmed by gray clouds.

I glanced up and the picture below was what I saw.

I am not a religious person, yet I believe there must be something guiding this vast everything.

I cannot put it into words that do any justice to what it is.

I must leave that to those much wiser than me. Perhaps it was mere coincidence, perhaps it meant nothing more than an ordinary moment that occurs in nature.

Yet, I was given a gift, a chance to see it, and I am grateful for that. 

I came home, and I wrote this poem. It is not finished to my satisfaction, but the words are what I have now, and I wanted to share them. I dream of a child

I know little about life

    Being so young, I know only of

        Butterflies

I wish I was a butterfly

    Maybe I shall be someday

         Do you like butterflies?

Oh yes, very much

    My answer seemed small

    She knew my hesitation

    Smiling, she took my hand

Let me show you my magical place

    We must be quiet and happy

        If we are lucky, we will see them       

  We walked peacefully, silently

   Her child’s face grew serious

Do you know if there is a heaven?

    Not wanting to disappoint, I answered, 

I hope there is

She laughed, brown eyes ablaze

I know there is. You want to know how?

    Yes, tell me

Because that’s where butterflies go

    They rise into the sky

        Blue, red, green, and yellow 

And they are happy forever

    I want to be where the butterflies are

        When I go to heaven

But I know little about life

    Being so young

        I know only of butterflies

 In my seventy-three years, only one other time has something so overwhelming and so unexplainable happened to me.

Perhaps that story will be told another day.

This morning I sat and cried as I’ve often done in that park.

Today there was my sadness, but there was also joy.

I felt joy for the life of a child I never met.

A child that in nine short years knew far more than I’ve learned in over seven decades.

Christina-Taylor Green, was a girl who loved butterflies.