WHO DO YOU THINK I AM?

No more hiding
Time to SHINE.✨

I wrote this a while ago🧚‍♀️

I have decided to get back to writing frantically and soul fully🤦‍♀️

I write now to please me,
not others.💥

Not for A 1st or external approval

Words can hurt, and words can heal.

I pray mine can help another “heal” in any minimalist or grandest way😌

That’s my intention, my being, my essence, and my spirit✨

“Kill Me”, said Jesus.🙏

“I’ll just come back again.💥

There’s nothing you can do.
Love wins”❤

Line up your firing battalions
Your hangmen, your murder machines
Doctors, lawyers, assorted devils😌

Fake lovers, false comforters
Liars A to Z, locker-users, and door-slammers 💥

Deniers and soul-stealers☯

Dirt-throwers and damners ☯

💥

Still sprout in your manufactured Hell ☯

And anyway, I rise above
I begin again, I kick the cans
I become Myself, No Other,
No Everyday Goddess✨

“I saw your soul shining in the dark ” 🕊

I turned your way😌

🙏

But I can walk it WITH you✨

I wrap your goodness around me😌

I twist toward the Son🕊

I believe in believing
Until it’s done🙏

“Let me count your tears
Bottle them in heart-stores
Hang them out to dry
On washing lines of Love”.💫

It’s dark in here ☯

In me 😌

Be near, 👑 my Lord

Be my Homeward Dove🕊

Tell me the truth about ❤️ love

“Will it ever be ‘alright’?✨

For you? For me?😌

Maybe not🕊

If it’s never ‘all right’😌

That’s alright”💥

I gave you a list✨

Of hard things done to me
I asked you to rhyme them
Into harmony💥

✨

I see your Hell
And I raise you, Heaven”💫

Let’s compare darkness✨

Let’s swim in each other’s
Soul sea and pure-essence
Let’s merge into oncoming traffic🕊

“Heal, stitch, mend and repair💫

Love’s weapons on the left and the right.💫

Take two spoons of desire.
Stir ✨✨

There is no right way 🧚‍♀️

There is just the going on🕊

Relief, release, resurface
Rest, breathe again✨

I didn’t write it to authorize ✨

I didn’t follow to the letter🙏

My heart got in the way❤

Love had its day 💫

Pain games and soul-drains😌

The debris of living🤦‍♀️

The cost of loving😌

It’s all coming down in the rain 🌂

“There are so many trees here” 🍃

My name, Sylvia, means ‘Forest‘.🍃

“I want to be lost in one” 😌

Welcome home, kind stranger ✨