Nearly 32 yrs ago on this coming Monday l was driving home from work l had been busy all day and it was about 9pm and all of a sudden l had a ‘ Panic Attack ‘ it was just like ….
Now first of all let me say l had never outwardly shown my feelings to anyone in fact in so many ways l still do not but this was when God entered into My Heart and well l say began his work of Teaching Me and Me Learning – Now as l said that was 32yrs ago nearly – not that l realised for a while it was a ‘ Panic Attack ‘ but gradually l would learn that but this would take many many years until that day l felt helpful for the first time – This was when a man called ‘ Adam ‘ put his hand on my head and said ‘ God Wants Your Mind & Voice But First He Must Put Love Into Your Heart ‘ Now l said these exact words ‘ He can have them they have been no use to Me ‘ but as l was to find out that was not true at all – Let Me also say l Remembered the First Part – The Giving – But Forgot the Second Part Receiving – Well as a child and now an adult l only ‘ Knew How to Give ‘ – Receiving Love Into My Heart – Not Something l Even Believed – But God had a Purpose for Me as l was about to find out ……….
As l healed and as l grew, l learned more and more about my God in Me – Well God is in everyone, and it’s only when its Time does God reveal himself to Us – So it was with Me – Many years first of Learning – Then Many More of being Taught and Eventually My turn to Teach by Listening to people ‘ Poor In Heart ‘ and those people’s are the ones that are ‘ Special Children of God ‘ they never ask for anything for themselves except ‘ Love ‘ so l learned as l taught and taught as l learned and eventually as with all ‘ Anxiety ‘ l healed and as l healed l learned – l Call this the ‘ Tree of Life ‘ as its – Trunk was my Body – Branches – Arms & Legs – And Head Fruit at the very Top of the Tree that one-day l would see and would be handpicked for Me – Someone to Love Me For Who l Am – Answered in Me
No longer ‘ Panic But Love ‘ that conquers all obstacles and would heal Me to help with God in Me to Teach and so it was and to end this story today l say unto You all – It may Begin with Panic but can End with Kindness & Love in Peace & Truth
AMEN
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