Today is all about how l never celebrated anything at Christmas after l lost My dad it was Friday 13th Dec.1984 that l stopped feeling anything nice and My dear old dad passed away and l felt nothing but guilt from that day until God came to Me to Lift Me Up and Take the Pain Away well that is how it went until this day ……..
People who were My family wept but not a single tear could l shed for many many a year until just 14yrs later l began to cry and could not stop as God l now knew entered My life so long before l was born and waited for the time l would show those hidden feelings of forlorn and he would then enter into My Heart and make Me feel much better once l had stopped ‘ Feeling Guilt ‘ for working on that day and earning money (or so l thought) but l was just being Me ‘ Helping & Caring ‘ about a friend and insuring their ‘ Goods & Home ‘ and as l wept it all came out and l was beginning to feel the weight lifted from Me as God was healing my soul (Persona) …….
Now it took many many years as Christmas came and went and l would just exist and not enjoy that time as it felt that l had let ‘ My Old Dad Down ‘ and then l would work ‘ From Dawn to Night ‘ and never eat or drink just lots of working without a bite and it drew Me into drink and suddenly breaking down took place in Me sometime later and l was just a ‘ Complete Wreck ‘ but God did not abandon Me ……
l was to wait many more years until this day would ‘ Dawn ‘ and l would believe for the first time in My life l was ‘ Worthy of Love ‘ and not to believe the worst but know that God would never let Me down as other people had always done and so today l say to all who read this post like Me with Kindness & Love In Peace & Truth in 🙏🙏’s God will never abandon You …….
AMEN
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